Shut Them Up !

I dont feel peace, i am restless and also sad. I am sad because i miss my bubu . I am not use to not hearing from him. But it's been a day and a half since i've heard anything from him. Damn !I am lame.

I really need to say something , that i've been longing to say. Anyone out there , who is saying that i dont deserve to be with him , SHUT THE HELL UP ! I will prove you wrong . I'll prove that I can love , and I will not break his heart. I will never ever give up on him. But i sure do hope , that he'll do the same. I hope and pray that wherever it is that he is , he'll always love me the same and that it will never change. I know he wont leave , but there is still the fear. Anything or anyone can take him away from me. But i hope , i can stand strong and fight that ! I know i can , but i still fear. I want that fear to go . But sometimes i think that the fear and the pain , is the things that remind me that HE does exist and is real. But no matter what i have faith , and i'll pray everyday . I hope he is doing okay , and fine. I hope he is dreaming about me every night when he sleeps. =) . I want him to call ! I am still waiting . I cant wait for 27th. ='(

Anyway , i am trying to find something productive to do this hols. First i gotta go fix my guitar =( . Then i gotta go for tuition , cant you believe that ?? ! =P . Then i might go SUNWAY. I've got dance exams this sunday ! And well, i dunno la. I just feel so empty rite now ! I am tired. I need to sleep. So am gonna hit the sack ! GOODNIGHT!