Heartbeat Fast, Colours And Promises

Spm is finally over !

I am finally free. I finally dont have to worry of what to study when i get home . At least for three more months. Now , i could spent more time with family , friends, books (TO READ) =P , and music. So this month of DECEMBER ! Christmas is on its way . Cant wait. I'll be going to Singapore for at least three days . And to Nilai , bro's place for Christmas. 

School is over . I am sad yet happy at the same time . But mostly to the sad part because i wont be able to goof around with my crazy, adorable , silly friends in my uniform anymore. I wont be able to ponteng . I wont be able to run around school like a crazy person. I wont be able to sit around with my friends and laugh non stop while teacher is at the front teaching =P . Most of all , i cant hug them randomly whenever i want to. It sucks. But life has to go on .

I practically have no idea what to blog about , but somehow i'll find my way . 

I miss my love , i feel restless , and sometimes it takes a long time for me to close my eyes and sleep. My mind is constantly thinking of him. How nice it would be to have him with me now .  How nice it would be to fall asleep with him by my side. My heart misses him so much . I am sure he is thinking of me at this very moment . Hopefully. I love him more than anything . I have always have and always will. Somehow i can keep saying that everytime , anytime. 

There is a long journey ahead. I am sure i'll get to deal with it . I am sure it will be fine. As i am counting on my faith. It has to be fine . It has to be great actually. I have to stop procrastinating, its a bad habit . And so i still end my nights with a simple prayer to God. I believe 'he' will make good things happen somehow. I hope my baby is good . I hope he sleeps well everynight, knowing i pray for him all the time . I really wish i could hold him now .